
Artist/Book Maker Mary Kritz & I exchanging collage tips at the Crichton Cultural Community Centre 2010 Spring "Doors Open" Event
As I prepare for another Vision Board Workshop, I’m sitting here thinking how wonderful creating art with a group of passionate creative souls is. Although I enjoy the company of others, for a long time, I preferred to create art alone; it took me a long while to find artists groups I enjoyed being a part of… perhaps you share this same challenge.
As a kid, you could find me sprawled out on my bedroom floor drawing. Lost in my own world; art was a solitary activity. When I was 10, however, I became good friends with several classmates who enjoyed art; often we’d get together and sketch versions of our favourite comic book characters – it was great to share work and learn from others. As art became a serious subject in high school and things like being graded, cliques and competitiveness came into play, the fun in making and sharing art subsided. I retreated to the freedom I found working alone in my bedroom “studio”.
As young adult, my monotonous full-time job as a secretary made me yearn for the days when I unleashed my imagination. Enrolling in weekly night art courses, I re-discovered the pleasure in creating and sharing art with others. I loved that there were so many different kinds of people of all ages and places mixing in one room; here there was even more to learn. Making the transfer from office to school once again, I began full-time visual art studies at university. This brought mixed feelings, as competition and cliques returned to threaten my enjoyment of working within a creative community. Fortunately, this was balanced by the fact that I was still able to draw and share much creative energy with a small community of like-minded students and professors. Making art every day for 4 years made me feel more alive than I ever. This university setting was a life-transforming experience for me. Here I realized what a powerful positive force gathering like-minded, passionate artists within a space could be – it had the potential for releasing such good energy into the world.
University ended and I found myself searching for new spaces to fit in. For a decade I drifted in and out of art organizations and groups; learning much but never feeling like I truly belonged in many of them. Alienated, I spent much time working alone in my home studio; which, on less-inspired days, seemed like a prison. For years my husband suggested I turn to the internet to find a community of like-minded artist souls; after several years, I finally did! My first dip into digital communities proved to be a fruitful one. At the SmARTist teleconference for visual artists based in the United States, I discovered my problem of finding a place of belonging in an art institution/group lay in the fact that I had little or no criteria when selecting one. Instead of taking stock of who I was: my values, needs and goals, I’d been choosing spaces and compromising these things that were so important to me in the hopes of fitting in. As I became more conscious of the type of art community I wanted to be a part of (ie. collage-related, open-minded, inclusive, welcoming nurturing, etc.), it was easier to find a fit. Since then reaching out over the net and within/outside my community to other artists has resulted in many positive and meaningful relationships.
In 2009, I joined daily on-line journaling classes with U.S.-based mixed media artist Kelly Kilmer. Reasonably priced, packed with valuable information as well as plenty of opportunities to make virtual friends across the globe, I felt like I had found my artist “Mecca”. In the real world, for a couple of years now, I’ve been a member of the local Painted Pony ATC (Artist Trading Card) group. Every month we gather to trade themed ATCs as well as sharing ideas, stories and inspirational insights related to our creative lives – I derive so much energy and motivation from this group. These and other spaces have made positive lasting impressions on me. The good things I’ve gleaned from them, I carry on in the classes I teach. If you’re finding yourself feeling isolated creatively, joining a local or on-line visual arts community might really help to deepen your experience of art … there’s so much empowerment to be found in group dynamics!
You are so right about needing a social group of like-minded people. I’ve just realized that in the last few years and even just this last month I’ve been thinking I need to take it a step further. I’d love to get together sometime to talk about it.
Hello Wendy, Glad to hear that… I’ll email you and we’ll set a date! 🙂 Michelle
At the moment I have been feeling a great need to talk with others that might have a deep passion for journaling. I suppose mostly on how they view their journals. I have been keeping a journal for over 30 years and my journals have gone through so many transformations. I am certain that the transformations mark phases of my life. When I go back and look at them I am surprised that I even thought of these designs or collages or sketches. I’m surprised of what I thought of including within the pages and how they turned out. I enjoy discovering the person I was, am, and continue to be, and am becoming. I am always changing and changing how I record things, and I know that there must be others who feel the same way. I feel journals can be a work of art. I have started seeking in the internet for others who feel the same way about journaling. I am glad that my quest has lead me to your blog Michelle. I’m not all that good with technology so my search has been a little slow, but I am determined to find others who enjoy recording their world within as much as I do.
Hi Zoraida, I kept written journals for several years and then switched to visuals ones which I’ve been keeping up for almost as long. My written journals are mostly full of unhappy things because I was trying to write the bad stuff away. My visual ones started as studies and later turned into stories I wanted to tell about my life or interests. I remember loving and hating many of the things I wrote or drew… but upon later reflection, like you, was taken by what all this stuff revealed about me and my growth and journey as an individual. When kept up on a fairly regular basis, journaling can be a very life enriching activity: physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. It’s such a great tool for reflecting upon ourselves and our life journeys. It’s like a secret I stumbled upon that’s like finding gold… I wish I could convince everyone to journal… but to each his/her own. I truly believe the words, materials and methods we use in our journals always reveals something of who we are… indeed, no matter how they may be judged aesthetically by others, they are ALL unique works of art. I wish you well on your journey in discovering other journalers. Taking part in journaling groups such as Kelly Kilmer’s mixed media on-courses or studying journaling techniques at art gatherings with Juliana Coles has brought such great joy and insight into my life… I highly recommend following your feelings and seeking out fellow journalers… you’ll learn so much from them as I have in my own pursuits. It’ll make your art even stronger, I think, because the energy you can derive from being in a good group of journalers is amazing! Thanks so much for taking the time to review my blog and sending such thoughtful, heart-felt reflections. Best wishes, Michelle