Part I: The Fabric & Patterns of Everyday Life

Michelle Casey, "Untitled", Journal Page, Collage/Mixed Media, 8.5 inches x 6 inches, 2009

Michelle Casey, "Untitled", Journal Page, Collage/Mixed Media, 8.5 inches x 6 inches, 2009

When I first began visual journaling, working with magazine fragments of fabric patterns really began to interest me. I remember a friend pointing out how cool it was that a character I’d collaged was wearing “hound’s tooth”. I had no idea what she was talking about, so I Googled it. Although I was familiar with pattern names like: gingham and paisley, I hadn’t realized that this print I’d seen and even worn, hound’s tooth, had such an intriguing name – it sounded like something out of a Sherlock Holmes novel! Many students want to know how to develop their own unique voice through collage; I’ve found using something as deceivingly simple as the colours, textures and patterns of fabrics* in your pieces is a great place to begin…

I’ve long been a lover of fabrics. I caught the bug from my parents, fabric fiends, who took great pains to select the material they purchased for our special occasion clothing, home furnishings and window coverings. Decades ago my father worked at an upscale nightclub attended by the Pakistani elite – I believe this was where, immersed in these surroundings for twenty years, he developed his keen sense of taste and eye for interior décor and fashion. In Canada, he and my mother put his observations to practical use in our home choosing fabrics that gave it a warm, sometimes modern or elegant feel. As a family we frequented fabric stores tucked away in little out-of-the-way places in the city which carried beautiful, quality material at affordable prices. I still remember the gorgeous patterns and prints my parents chose for our dresses; some echoed the Laura Ashley designs so popular at the time. Smart polka dots and rich floral prints adorned the outfits my mother made for us. Donning tasteful, hand-made clothing was important to a lower-middle class immigrant family like ours as we strove to fit into Canadian society looking like decent, polished folk – especially at church or family functions where my father’s uppity relatives carefully scrutinized my mother’s impeccable handiwork.

So it wasn’t surprising that I grew up obsessed with fashion which I’ve come to believe is an important social survival tool. As a teen I spent much of my money on Vogue magazines dreaming of outfits I’d wear once I could afford them. Decades later while pursuing my MA, I began to investigate fashion’s effects on various societies – particularly North America and South Asia. One of the most fascinating stories of fabric and everyday life I ran across was how the great political and spiritual leader Mahatma Gandhi attempted to make the Indian khadi (worn by peasants) the national dress of India. You see in India of the early twentieth century, the British inspired western suit was very popular amongst the British-educated East Indian elite and Gandhi wanted to counter this. Not only did Gandhi want to have a national costume for India, which he hoped would unite its classes, he also wanted the fabric for the khadi (then produced in England) to be made in India. He wanted Indians to produce their own cotton to make khadis to improve the nation’s economy and spirit. Gandhi’s idea created a revolution – a veritable fashion war in which Indians burned their British made clothing in blazing bonfires! After learning this I realized what a powerful tool fashion is – that a mere piece of fabric could have such powerful effects on the psyche and economy of a nation. I remember an older relative joking about how Gandhi’s khadi looked like a diaper; if they only knew the symbolism behind his fashion choice and how it had the potential to improve the self-esteem, community feeling and economic value for a nation which had been subjugated to western rule for centuries! Since then I always think of Gandhi as kind a deviant fashion mogul.

Although they hadn’t studied the fashion of their Indian homeland, my Eurasian parents instinctively understood the silent rules and language of fashion. In Pakistan, living in segregated westernized Christian communities in the 1950’s/60’s, they marked their allegiance to Britain (the West) through their clothing. British authorities in India had Christianized them, educated them, given them shelter and jobs thus they chose to wear western clothing for political, economic and religious reasons. Shunning traditional Indian garb, they wore styles they came across through Sears catalogues, Hollywood films and American news. When they arrived in Canada many white Canadians couldn’t comprehend why we weren’t wearing saris and the like; many Canadians had no idea of the effects of British colonialism on the varying fashion tastes of South Asian East Indian or Eurasian communities. Although my parents left behind their Indian fashion sense, in our home in small ways, it was kept alive via their sense of colour and choice of patterning on fabrics, furniture and even in the culinary arts… the rooms in our house were replete with rich textures and gorgeous patterns with bright, jewel-like tones. Long ago my friend artist Jean Griffin aptly noted that, although I was westernized, she felt my colour choices harkened back to my East Indian biological memory and I do believe this was true for my parents as well.

Absorbing the interiors of my home colours and fashions provided me with pattern, texture and colour palettes for my collages. There are times when I use patterns and styles of clothing strategically to offer further insight into a story’s character or clues to the mood of a collage. For those of you who are saying, “Does everything you glue down have to be steeped in so much meaning?!” I say, well sure. For me it’s what I do – as a collage artist/thief, it’s my MO (modus operandi). It’s my way of putting my unique stamp on something. Sometimes I play with patterns by randomly choosing interesting colours and textures with no deep, dark meaning behind them at all. But often I have to admit, even when I’m not trying, a personal or symbolic meaning will intuitively find its way into my choices.

Stay tuned next week for Part II of this article when I’ll give you some interesting examples and tips on how to use patterning and fashion in your work. During the week perhaps you may wish to make a list of the fabric colours, patterns and textures which have marked your life. Take the time to go through your closet or walk down memory lane (ie. your childhood bedroom, your grandmother’s kitchen, your parent’s home, etc.) to reacquaint yourself with the fabrics of your life…

Note: References to fabric in your pieces could be: real, photographs, magazine prints, scrap booking papers, handmade papers or drawings.

Other Related Links:
Mahatma Gandhi
Khadi: The Fabric of the Nation (Forbes India)
Khadi: Wikipedia
Laura Ashley Clothing (History of the World)
Deep DNA Memory Theories: Can We Remember our Ancestors’ Lives? (Earthpages)

Collage Tip #16: The Call of the Vision Board

Michelle Casey, "Aurora's Dream: Part II: Song Bird", Artist Trading Card, Collage/Mixed Media, 2.5 inches x 3.5 inches, 2013

Michelle Casey, "Aurora's Dream: Part II: Song Bird", Artist Trading Card, Collage/Mixed Media, 2.5 inches x 3.5 inches, 2013

Tired of the Same Old, Same Old?

Happy New Year! It’s been a treat to take some time off from blogging to re-energize myself. Well, the New Year’s here and it gives us another chance to reinvent our lives. Good thing too because 2013, as Queen Elizabeth II once put it, was my “annus horribilis”! I’m celebrating 2014 by creating a vision board! In the past, I’ve made them to inspire and direct my art business. Having had my faith in things shaken last year and suffering some personal losses, I feel the need to renew my outlook on life and create something that gives me hope for the future. I know some of you may be feeling the same way so I’m writing this post especially for you. Whether its focus is on personal, business or spiritual goals, a vision board is the way to go. We vision boarders don’t want the same old, same old – we yearn for change and transformation! We want to make the most of every year of our lives or at least know we died trying! 🙂

Invoke a New Life…

Vision boards come in all sizes, shapes and formats. Some people make large poster-size boards while others I’ve seen get really creative making decorative file boxes containing inspiring/action-oriented cards/messages; story books; hanging mobiles and even bracelets! Whatever surface you prefer to collage or do mixed media on, it’s all vision board worthy (with a few exceptions). This year mine will be a postcard-size accordion fold out book. Something I can put in my purse and take with me wherever I go to draw on its spirit when needed. This week I began the process by completing a simple meditation exercise that helped me to imagine how I wished to transform my world and attitude in 2014. I did this for ten minutes… also putting on some calming instrumental music to help me invoke my vision. As I relaxed and closed my eyes, I evoked this world using my five senses. I wanted to get a feel for its: sights, sounds, tastes, colours, textures and smells, etc. in order to make it a reality I could eventually concretize through imagery. While doing this, I kept in mind something Art Biz Coach Alyson Stanfield posted on a recent blog: “Clarity”; she mentioned choosing a “word” to describe your New Year. I thought it was a great idea to add to the mix. I’ve got plenty of ideas to draw words from too on my Pinterest Quotes Board! And, I might even add a quote as well!

Embark on an Exciting Journey…

I’ve never been one to envision my life’s goals, but ever since I took Ariane Goodwin’s and Jennifer Lee’s challenge several years ago to turn my art career around through vision boarding, I’ve discovered how beneficial and positive the process is. A vision board seminar by Dr. Lucia Capacchione and Joyce Schwarz’s book: The Vision Board: The Secret to An Extraordinary Life also convinced me of the practical and psychological benefits of using it as a tool to transform my life. My belief in the process is further reinforced as I watch vision board students gain momentum in their lives through its powers to: transition into new jobs, phases of life or relationships; to re-imagine their homes, studios, gardens and bodies; to create memorials to loved ones or improve their sense of self-esteem. Creating a vision board is like embarking on an exciting and often magical journey! Answering the call of the vision board has made many of my dreams come true. The process has shown me nothing ever happens unless we take some action to change our lives ourselves.

So my dear friends, if you’re really ready for a change and are willing to work towards building a new life or attitude step by small step, why not consider making a vision board? It’s a great time to start. You never know… it may yield some surprising results. If even one really good thing you envisioned through it came to be, imagine what else that in turn could inspire!

Seven Steps to Creating Your Own Vision Board:

1) Ask yourself what aspect(s) of your life you’d like to transform.

2) Put aside ten minutes to meditate in a quiet space to envision this/these things. Consider using some instrumental music to help you to “travel” through your vision – here’s a link to “Jalan Jalan – Barong Forest” a piece I love to meditate to.

3) Take ten minutes to jot down the types of images and words that came to mind while you were meditating.

4) Search for your images and words in: magazines, books, photo albums, poetry books or other media to help to evoke your vision. Let your notes and intuitions guide you.

5) Take an hour or two to collage (glue/write or pin) your images and words onto a surface of some kind. Use other mixed media mediums to enhance your piece if you like: rubber stamps, paint, pencil crayons, glitter, stickers, fabric, etc…

6) Put your finished piece in a place where you can contemplate on it for a few minutes each day to remind yourself of your goal(s)/dream(s).

7) Share your piece with like-minded friends. They may be able to give you tips on how to work towards your goal(s).

Note: And most importantly, don’t worry whether or not your vision board piece looks like a work of “Art”. The ideas it evokes must speak to you personally; don’t fret if others don’t think it’s “beautiful”. The true beauty of a vision board is that it allows you to re-imagine and activate a new and improved existence for yourself – nothing could be more beautiful than that!

If you decide to take up the vision board challenge, I’d love to hear how you felt about the process. If you’ve got more questions about the steps, feel free to email me. I’d be glad to clarify or give more details. Do check out my Vision Board Board on Pinterest – it’ll give you lots of ideas for the different shapes they can take. I’ll be sharing my vision board book with you soon! Good luck my friends!

Other Related Links:
50 Ways to Glue Your Collage
How to Choose a Magazine for Collaging
Going Gaga for Magazine Textures
Anne’s Vision Board: Words to Live By
Imagine: Making Your Dreams Real

Tales from the Observer: Pattern Alert!

Anastasija Kondratjeva's “Busy bodies” fashion shoot. Okay, if this doesn’t blow your mind print wise I don’t know what will! This wild style is what I sometimes aim for in my collages. For more incredible photos of the shoot see Front Row blog under "Other Related Links" below.

Anastasija Kondratjeva's “Busy bodies” fashion shoot. Okay, if this doesn’t blow your mind print wise I don’t know what will! This wild style is what I sometimes aim for in my collages. For more incredible photos of the shoot see Front Row blog under "Other Related Links" below.

On my daily jaunts through shopping centres, the Observer in me has noted how everyone is going pattern crazy this year! As a collage artist obsessed with perfecting my use of colour, texture and patterns, I find this fashion trend so exciting! Recently, I spotted an eye-catching mix of floral and camouflage prints on the knapsack of a young girl: “How is this EVEN POSSIBLE?!” I thought? “And, how is it working?!” Although diametrically opposed in sentiment, the patterns were perfectly paired because they both hailed from similar colour families – so brilliant, so innovative! You know it wasn’t so long ago that this sort of thing might be condemned in the fashion world, but it seems this year almost (keyword) anything goes when it comes to mixing patterns (and even textures). Equally captivating is another vision I wanted to share with you. This week, I spied a diaphanous scarf swathed around a mannequin’s neck upon which two prints were blended: a classic plaid and an exotic leopard! Instantly the material’s thin, filmy surface took on the appearance of a rare butterfly wing! I was thoroughly impressed by this unlikely pairing and once again asked myself how it could be successful? The Observer is always questioning… I do believe it was definitely the choice of the translucent material along with the fact that each pattern shared colour schemes that complemented each other perfectly: a melange of rich dark browns, deep royal blues, and emerald greens and small wisps of tartan red and beige. If I had to name this hybrid pattern I would christen it: sauvage élégante (elegant savage)! Note: the Observer is also always inventing new terms and titling her finds. No discovery must ever go unrecorded without being named! Alone in her discoveries, the Observer delights in uncovering the uncommon; its moments such as these that I thank the Great Creator for my visual acuity. It brings me so much joy! And yes, Sheila Sample-Cain, this will definitely be noted in the new gratitude journal you made me!

Some of you are probably wondering, what do clothing patterns have to do with collaging? Well, here at Collage Your World where living life and creating art are synonymous, putting on your clothes is just another way of layering things up and collaging with life’s everyday materials. In fact, it’s my been my intention to open a segment of a workshop by having students dress themselves in different bits of fashion materials so we can begin to think about the act of collaging and layering in more creative ways. I truly believe that it’s in awakening our sensibilities to our everyday life’s rituals that we can take that kind of expression and extend it to our work in the studio or wherever we create. While clothing ourselves, everyday we have the potential to create art and not even realize it! Imagine that!

This holiday season, I challenge you to play with your fashion sense and take a small leap of faith in yourself by mixing up some of the patterns and textures in your closet. Ms. Wendy Southin, I know you’ve got a little polka dot something or two in your closet – now what could you do with those?! I’m pretty sure some of you are saying, I have no two clues as what to do! No worries; my heart goes out to you! I feel the same way so here’s a helpful site: Fashion Outlaw with several brief tips, photo examples and strategies for inspiration. Remember too, you don’t have to go out and buy something new… there are probably plenty of things you can use in your closet. For those of you who’re already great at mixing patterns with your scrapbooking, wrapping and magazine papers, this exercise will give you that added challenge you need. For those of you who are new to indulging in this type of fashion awakening, don’t be surprised if you start enhancing your collaging as well as your wardrobe! Best of luck… and do send me photos… you bet you’ll be seeing one of mine sometime soon!

Stayed tuned for more on the fascinating topic of fabric prints/patterns and collaging… in the weeks to come I’ll discuss using these strategically to help you personalize your collage narratives as well as how one contemporary artist is using fabric in his artwork to speak of the melding of African and European cultures – so cool!

NOTE: I’ll be taking two weekends off for the holidays. Chat with you again on January 9, 2014. I hope you have a chance to relax and enjoy the season as well as ring in the New Year in style or perhaps with a bit of peace and quiet (like me)!

Other Related Links:
Collage Tip #7 (Part 1): Going Gaga for Magazine Textures!
Tales from the Observer: Art, Display & Installation
Front Row Blog

A Ghost of Christmas Past…

Michelle Casey, Untitled, Collage/Mixed Media, 7.5 x 12 inches, 2013. Quote: "Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness." by K. Vonnegut

Michelle Casey, Untitled, Collage/Mixed Media, 7.5 x 12 inches, 2013. Quote: "Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness." by K. Vonnegut

This past week, I’ve nursing a terrible cold which just seems to be clinging on to me for dear life. Despite my lack of sleep, I saved up enough energy to create a brand new collage to share with you (inspired by a Kurt Vonnegut quote) along with a short, sweet seasonal reflection.

A few days ago on my daily walk through the shopping mall, I saw a store Santa descending the escalator to greet his young visitors. Treading carefully at length behind him, I noted his elderly gait (good, I thought, at least they picked someone the right age!); he could have been just another senior walking through the mall if it wasn’t for his red suit and white beard. Signalling his arrival, he stepped into character… heartily ho, ho’ing while jiggling a set of bells as a flurry of excited whispers filled the air around him. Parents and kids alike eagerly awaited his entrance. Laughter exploded into applause as he took his seat amongst the children. Jaded as I am in my old age, I reflected upon the power of myth of Santa Claus and how it’s held many of us spellbound for ages. People come and go in our lives, but the memory of Santa is always ever present in the child in us… waiting to be rekindled when we least expect it… and not just to buy presents but sometimes just to recall the times gone by we’ve loved…

Over the years, because my Christmases have been gradually filled with unhappy memories, I’ve become a little Scroogey in terms of holiday spirit… I guess you could say I’ve lost the ho, ho, ho in me. I wasn’t always like that, though. Once, Christmas was my favourite time of year. I loved its rituals: helping my Mom bake cakes and cookies; assisting Dad decorate the house and tree; making Christmas cards with my sisters and, best of all, watching holiday animated films featuring Santa Claus and his friends (Rudolph, Frosty, The Grinch and Jack Skellington). Along with the baking and the decorating this latter aspect of Christmas seemed to make him even more real for us. I barely slept Christmas Eve in anticipation of Santa’s arrival. Christmas morning was always one great surprise followed by a wonderful breakfast with my family and a big dinner party at night with relatives and lots of good East Indian food eating! One memorable Christmas, my youngest sister Teresa was born – and to us, that was just the cherry on the sundae of that holiday! Those were the days when Christmas seemed so big and bright. Anyway, all this to say, that as that mall Santa descended the stairs, instead of rolling my eyes as I usually do, to my surprise, I smiled and tears filled my eyes as a flurry of fond childhood Christmas memories lit up my mind. And perhaps, like the famous Grinch, I think in that moment maybe my heart that has grown tiny over the years, grew three sizes bigger this week! It was so great to feel such a surge of positive energy from my Christmases past… thanks, Santa 🙂

Other Related Links/(My Favourite Christmas Movies):
Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer (1964)
How the Grinch Stole Christmas
Frosty the Snowman
The Nightmare before Christmas (excerpt)

CYW: 2013 Holiday Bits & Bytes

A glimpse of Sheila Cain-Sample's Gratitude Journal...

A glimpse of Sheila Cain-Sample's Gratitude Journal...

Gratitude List Inspires!

It makes my day when a blog entry I’ve written inspires someone. Recently I was elated to hear list member Sheila Cain-Sample passionately discussing an idea for a creating a gratitude journal that she’d envisioned, carefully researched and executed. As you know I like to journal my pain away. Although I’ve got a trunk full of journals that reveal the painful journeys of my life, I don’t have a book I can open that relays the more blissful ones. Can you imagine having a journal that details your happiest moments? What a spirit booster that would be in troubling times! I know days when I could certainly use a whole boat load of positive energy, don’t you? Research has revealed that we tend to remember the more distressing times in our lives, so I think it’s nice to have a record to also remind us that life is good. Congratulations Sheila! I know this idea was born from a year when your life circumstances were as challenging mine – you came through the storm so beautifully and so creatively! If you’d like to learn more about her gratitude journal, please see: Sheila Cain-Sample Pencil Artist. What a great Christmas gift idea it would make – I know I’m gifting myself with one! I’ll be sure to share a page or two of it with you as well! In the future I hope Sheila will entertain being interviewed to give us some further insight into this wonderful project.

The clipboard frame such a cool idea from Style It Like You Stole It!

The clipboard frame such a cool idea from Style It Like You Stole It!

Clip Board Frames

Do you recall my blog article: Tales from the Observer: Art, Display & Inspiration? Well, in my daily walks around malls (for exercise and a little window shopping!), I ran across a really cool framing idea. On a trek though The Bay, I noticed photos and images placed on and framed with a clip board. It made me think of the different types of clipboards one could use to highlight a photo, artwork or even word art and the variety of looks each clipboard frame could give. For instance, aluminium or metal ones would give a nice industrial feel to an image; chipboard or wooden ones would have a neat retro feel to them and clear plastic ones would lend a minimal contemporary flair. Slip a piece of decorative, textured or plain scrapbooking paper behind your artwork and you’d also have instant matting! Here in Ottawa, we have a big box stationary store, Staples, that sells a nice variety of clipboards. So feel free to give this idea a go; please send me a photo of it if you do! I think it might look especially fun in the studio, office or kitchen where images get refreshed often. For further innovative ideas in this vein, please see: Style It Like You Stole It which has some incredible no-frame ideas for hanging your art.

Tanya Ahmed's snowflake ballerinas -- so wonderful! (Photo by Krokotak)

Tanya Ahmed's snowflake ballerinas -- so wonderful! (Photo by Krokotak)

Snow Flakey Idea

As a collage artist, I’ve love the paper cutting arts. Do you remember that scene from Charlie Brown’s Valentine’s Day TV cartoon special where his dog Snoopy cuts out a carousel out of paper? Well, he folds his paper, makes a few cuts here and there and winds up with this carousel that has horses and cupids and even goes round and round! I always loved that scene! – and although it seemed ridiculously crazy and impossible, as a kid, I was willing to take a stab at it anyway… my carousel ended up in bits and pieces all over the floor! Most certainly not like Snoopy’s sophisticated one! Oh well, I tried. That story did inspire me to be more creative with my Christmas snowflake cutting designs. As a child I made so many wonderful paper and tissue snowflakes, you wouldn’t believe it! Each time I was obsessed with creating a design more unique than the next – you know that saying: no two snowflakes are ever alike! Well, I worked hard to prove that was true. All this to say, that this month my Facebook friend, Renée Deschamps, posted a beautiful take on the paper snowflake: a snowflake ballerina! Interior designer Tanya Ahmed has devised some breathtaking ones. I highly recommend trying out this crafty idea; it’ll definitely add some holiday elegance to your Christmas décor!

In Memoriam: Norm Prest

Michelle Casey, “The Sound of Silence”, Collage/mixed media Journal page, 8.5 x 6 inches, 2010. This image was scanned and printed by Norm Prest… such a beautiful sample of our collaborative efforts...

Michelle Casey, “The Sound of Silence”, Collage/mixed media Journal page, 8.5 x 6 inches, 2010. This image was scanned and printed by Norm Prest… such a beautiful sample of our collaborative efforts...

During the last month, I’ve lost two dear friends… my Uncle Doug and my scanning and printing technician, Norman Prest. Both seemed to be recovering well from cancer but then suddenly passed away: Doug in October and Norm just last week. If you’d like to know more about Doug, please see: My Uncle’s Collage: A Life in a Heartbeat. As for Norm, I’ve never properly introduced you to him but a number of you have seen his handiwork on my website portfolio pages and prints of my collage and mixed media work. In honour of his memory I thought I’d share some reflections about him and the important role he played here at Collage Your World.

Once I finish making a collage, that’s not the end of the story. An art piece goes through quite a journey once it’s made. Before it’s taken to be framed and hung, the work must be reproduced (scanned digitally via computer or photographed). Once this is done, and reviewed for imperfections (in colour, texture, detail, etc.), errors are adjusted and images are readied for printing on: cards, invitations, posters, brochures and magazines as well as displayed on digital media platforms such as my website, blog and Facebook. It’s a lot of work and the process can take up to a month or more to finish depending on how many pieces I produce for scanning (somewhere between 12 to 25 per show). The process requires a great deal of trust and a good working relationship with my scanning technician who plays a crucial role in collaborating with me to get the works ready for viewing in various forms on time.

As an artist, the quality of my work is paramount to me; I want my reproductions to be as rich in colour, detail and texture as they can possibly be. I went to great lengths to try to find a decent reproduction technician in this city. The first time I “interviewed” Norm I gave him all kinds of collage and mixed media work to test him… ones with unusual or vibrant colour combinations and glittery or detailed patterned surfaces and textures; he always rose to the occasion coming up with such fabulous scans and prints. Some of the trickiest images he worked on I remember most vividly: “Memory of a Photo of My Parents”, “Resurrection”, “The Edge of Nowhere” and “The Sound of Silence”. Here there were issues related to getting the colours, glittery stickers or painting details (ie. brush strokes) just right. In “The Sound of Silence”, Norm worked hard to ensure that the sheen and texture of the black satin fabric of the floral background was visible in my prints. Watching him work, I sensed that he knew every square inch and pixel of the pieces he worked on for me and that he gave my work the same detail and attention as if it was his very own. He never failed to give me brief lectures in layman’s terms on the scanning and printing process so I would know what to look for in a good and bad print. I appreciated this extra step he took to ensure I was well-informed. He also talked to me about storing and protecting my collages – a real bonus.

Norm always delivered a scan or print that was near to perfection as he could get it. Sometimes I liked them even more than the original works! And, I always loved the way he presented them to me with such pomp and circumstance. A tall, gentle, gravely-voiced, soft-spoken man, he would always emerge from his office with a serious look on his face – I’d think “Oh my God, what’s wrong?!” Then he’d smile and present me with my scans or prints and we’d stand for a while revelling in them and have a good long chat about the challenges he faced with each one. Norm would also tell me which ones were his favourites and I would use that advice to make certain works key PR images for my shows… one of the my most popular images, “Memory of a Photo of My Parents”, was suggested by him. Boy, I’m going to miss seeing him and having those talks. My fondest goodbye to Norm Prest, he was such a skilled technical collaborator and a beautiful human being. I feel so privileged to have worked with him and have pieces of his handiwork to share with you through my art. My sincere condolences to his family and his “family” at GPC Labworks.

What Dreams May Come: Ghosts of the North, Part II

I discover two versions of myself in “Ghosts of the North, Part II” (a collage in progress). Part III will soon be in the works. What it will reveal, I have only just begun to imagine…

I discover two versions of myself in “Ghosts of the North, Part II” (a collage in progress). Part III will soon be in the works. What it will reveal, I have only just begun to imagine…

Dream Journal, September 6, 2010:

My husband’s body and that of an Inuit hunter are discovered floating on an iceberg; they are brought to me. From what I can see, they are not dead but merely frozen… I sense they can be revived. I glance down at my husband and see ringlets of fine curly hair frozen against his face. Beside the men is their catch: a pile of shimmering sea creatures that glow like the northern lights. When my husband is revived he doesn’t look like himself physically; he appears transformed in the guise of a young Inuit man. I ask him why he went fishing without telling me. He doesn’t answer right away. Later I discover he hunts often with a young dark-haired Inuit woman dressed in a long white fur skin coat. I think she is a warrior princess or mythical being. I’m saddened that he is attracted to another. When I look into the mirror in my bedroom; the reflection I see is not of me but a white woman with blonde hair. She has a troubled look on her face; she is beautiful with striking blue eyes (ones that remind me of actress Joely Richardson). Is this woman another facet of me? My husband reveals he always wanted to go fishing with his father but the old man wouldn’t take him. I ask him about the young woman and he remarks she is a friend from long ago. I ask him why he keeps photos of her with him: one of them together; another of her standing in the wilderness on a hill… he is silent.

This disturbing tale is from my dream journal… I haven’t recorded many; perhaps a dozen – the ones that really haunt me. I love to draw from them from time to time for my collages. This one has fostered two pieces so far: “Ghosts of the North, Part I” which is featured in my Pieces of Me III portfolio and “Ghosts of the North” Part II”. I’ve been working on this second one over the year in between the moving. It’s one of my latest larger pieces – more than double the size of my previous works!

As always I ask myself: where do dreams come from? Perhaps they emerge from a deep well inside our being where our fears and insecurities battle it out with our desires. As you can imagine, losing my partner to death or some other calamity (or any loved one for that matter) is one of my biggest fears. As I sift through the imagery that makes up Ghosts Part I & II, I reflect upon some of the places its characters and subject matter might have been drawn from… my anxieties over unrequited parent/child relationships; fiction I’ve read (Douglas Glover’s “Elle” springs to mind as does sci-fi cult horror thriller “The Thing”); the tragic death of actress Natasha Richardson (Joely’s Richardson’s sister); a line from Tennyson’s poem “The Lady of Shalott” and my first glimpse of the magical northern lights waltzing above the city’s sky line. Weaving my mental and emotional experiences together in a seemingly nonsensical way, my unconsciousness yields a beautiful mysterious story out of my fears… the mind is such an amazing thing. I keep a dream journal because I know my rational mind could never compose this stuff up on its own. The dreaming me reveals a pure, uninhibited version of myself born of the free-expressive capabilities of my brain and spirit while in sleep stasis. When a dream is this vivid, I know I have to make it real in some form or another. The moment I do, I feel as though I’ve captured a rare, exotic creature to add to my collection of precious things. This particular dream is a most wondrous because it has inspired not one but three pieces! In my search through magazines I keep finding imagery that relates to it to the point that I feel I can now continue the story on my own! Is it coincidence or the design of some unseen Maker guiding my creative spirit? Or a perhaps a glimpse of another life from an alternate universe I inhabit? I’ll let you decide. All I know is manipulating my nightmares in reality allows me to relinquish the fear that accompanied them when they visited me during the dark of night. It’s funny what can happen when we decide to manifest the unreal… I think it’s one of the most compelling reasons to make art.

Do you have a particular dream that haunts you that you’d like to share? If so, I’d love to hear from you …

Other Related Links:
Collaging A Dream Journal
My Secret ATC Trade with Wendy Southin

Moving Transformations: A New Home for Collage Your World!

I’ve set up my temporary computer work station in the living room as my office is wall-to-wall boxes!

I’ve set up my temporary computer work station in the living room as my office is wall-to-wall boxes!

Here at Collage Your World, amazing transformations are taking place! Initially, I was down about having to move from our house of 12 years, but now I’m letting go of the sadness as the feel of the new energizes my soul…

We found a beautiful apartment condominium here in the city. Would you believe I made a wish list of everything I hoped to find in a place and this, the very first one we visited, had all the features I desired and more — I couldn’t believe it! To top it off, I discovered the previous tenant, also an artist (a new age composer), found the place an inspiring setting to work in – such a good omen of the creative potential of the space!

The studio/dining space is filled with miscellaneous boxes and furniture. This week I’m expecting my new studio work table to be delivered so I’ve got get my act together asap!

The studio/dining space is filled with miscellaneous boxes and furniture. This week I’m expecting my new studio work table to be delivered so I’ve got get my act together asap!

I’ve gained many wonderful perks here. While I’ve lost the beautiful view of neighboring gardens from my old office widow, I now have a peaceful park setting to gaze upon. My new studio, which also doubles as a dining room, is bright, spacious and has a lovely view of a river, parklands as well as nearby hills. The view from the full-length studio windows will be amazing in the spring, summer and glorious when the fall colours emerge in the autumn. Living many floors up, I’ve gone from a basement studio with minimal light to a much brighter one. The natural light will be so uplifting and great to work in. It means much to me to have a view of nature from my studio; it’ll provide a comforting break from work and also inspire creative insight when I’m feeling lost. In the summer, if I want, I can work outside on my new balcony. And, although I’ll be missing my precious garden, I’m thinking of setting up a mini one on the balcony – I’m thinking something shrine-like with sculptures, herbs, vines and flowers! I’ve put aside old pots and sculptures from the old place for this. It’ll be so cool! – Maggie “Freespirit” Jordan, I may need your creative insight here! Finally, many of you know how crucial walks have been to my artistic practice and what a wonderful neighbourhood I had to walk in … well, this one is even better! Here there are nature trails, a beach and even marshland to explore… I feel like a kid again! It’s always been my dream to live near a natural setting. My walks will reach a whole new level of wonder as the observer in me benefits from being immersed in nature.

At the moment, my most daunting task is to re-think and re-organize my studio and office spaces. I’ve got nearly a hundred boxes of books and supplies to deal with so I’ve got my work cut out for me! As usual, I’ve brought a little more than I should have (LOL! Surprise, surprise, eh Wendy); I’ll have to get rid of some stuff due to space issues. Maybe I’ll have a used art supply sale in the spring. I think I’ll also donate some supplies to a local school. The main thing is that things are shaping up. Although they’ve delayed my biz plans somewhat, I’m excited about getting everything in smooth working order. In between the crazy business of moving houses, I’ve drafted my belated fall newsletter which will be published soon, so please stay tuned for news on my summer adventures and exciting tips on maintaining a creative attitude amidst the chaos of moving! Thanks for your patience these past few weeks. I look forward to sharing my blog posts with you once again on a weekly basis. I’ll also finally be mailing out my freebies to you new CYW subscribers. Have a super week!

On the Move!

Me and Kev's Ninja sword... guarding the entrance to our black hole of a garage. I won't miss having a garage one bit!

Me and Kev's Ninja sword... guarding the entrance to our black hole of a garage. I won't miss having a garage one bit!

Hello! Well, the big move to our new place is in full swing! For the past two weeks Kevin and I have been working on emptying our black hole of a garage. It’s got 25 years worth of our life stuff in it! Things we’ve been reluctant to part with over the decades like Kevin’s great stash of 80’s vinyl records, serial cards, fiction novels, and vintage computer paraphernalia along with my personal mementoes, tons of old art work and research material from my university days as well as a purse collection that would put Imelda Marcos’ shoe collection to shame! While digging through the boxes, I discovered several early drawings I’d made in my late teens – they were in great shape. Seeing them really made me want to get back into drawing again. While we purged and packed, it was exciting and a bit sad uncovering items we hadn’t seen for ages and sharing the memories surrounding them. As a result, I felt a few good journal page themes coming on. We also made a small fortune selling items on Kijiji and to our friends – you wouldn’t believe the bidding war we had over a sectional couch we were selling at a very decent price. We gave many items away to charities and friends for free. It was nice making people happy. The Ninja sword pictured above is Kevin’s; having outgrown it he decided to sell it. Apart from being a decorative item in our home, I mainly used it over the years to ward off potential intruders when he was away on business! The husband of the woman purchasing our sectional saw it and had to have it as well as a power saw – male impulse shopping: hey, that’s a switch! 😉 This move is our biggest and most challenging yet. It’s been a tremendous amount of work. Thanks to friends Wendy Southin, Sheree Lea-Bradford and Olive Jones for helping us out with selling furniture, offering transportation and moving support. Thanks too to a slew of friends who sent advice and/or recommendations on what movers to hire. We really appreciated having their feedback as well as horror stories! Nothing like a lesson learned. Next time you’re thinking of moving in the Ottawa area, we’ll have our own tale to tell about the movers we finally chose – hope it’s a positive one! To add to the mix, I just contracted a cold this week so am working and intermittently resting. Kev and I are old hands at moving so come hell or high water, we’ll get it all done on time. I’m looking forward to sharing photos of the new place with you in the near future when everything comes together… stayed tuned for more. 🙂

Tales from the Observer: Art, Display & Installation

Club Monaco's diamond-shaped display of old porcelain plates... I’ll be lingering longer in the ceramics section of the next antique fair I visit! (Photo from The Visual Beat Blog ... see link below)

Club Monaco's diamond-shaped display of old porcelain plates... I’ll be lingering longer in the ceramics section of the next antique fair I visit! (Photo from The Visual Beat Blog ... see link below)

People want to know – what skills make a good artist? One I feel that’s really important is to be a good observer of the world around you. Artists of all kinds love to be a fly on the wall, observing things no one else is looking at twice. Why? Because all these things are part of our world and when we want to speak about ourselves and our relationship to it, we can draw on these observations to help us create whether we collage, draw, decorate, write book or song, etc.. Calling on the observer in us allows us to notice colours, patterns, details, textures, shadows, layouts, etc. and enables us to determine what it is that makes something so appealing, so interesting or to capture the “thingness” or essence of something. Once you can call up that knowledge and use it effectively in your art, what you gain creatively is priceless. It costs only a few minutes of your time to jot down a note, scribble a sketch or snap a cell-phone photo of whatever peaks your curiosity at a given moment. You never know, perhaps one day in the not-so-distant future, it might become something that helps you solve a creative dilemma.

Home Décor: Drawing on My Childhood

One such dilemma that constantly befalls me is how to decorate my walls? Believe it or not, even as an artist, I struggle with this issue; yet I often find myself being called upon to help others decide where to place their photos or pictures. It’s funny, but I have no difficulty doing this for them… it’s just my walls that paralyze me! I guess because I feel like it’s going to be a permanent change which is really silly because nothing’s ever written in stone… home décor can be such a temporary thing changing from season to season. Speaking of décor, my parents didn’t have oodles of money to re-decorate our house but they loved to endlessly re-arrange the furnishings every few years. By re-positioning and re-upholstering furniture with updated fabrics or giving the walls a new coat of paint colour or wallpaper they freshened up the look of our home. I recall my father adding orange paint and fabulous floral wall paper to our navy blue tiled kitchen – it was such a bold and sensational move! I never realized it then but observing the constant transformation of my childhood home now helps me to compose visually. So when dealing with my wall display paralysis, I often draw on my parents’ sense of interior decorating… it’s a precious part of their legacy to me.

Club Monaco's vintage postcards, posters & maps display. Their nostalgic South-west American feel is perfectly in sync with the store's then-current fashion. (Photo from Display World Nomads Blog... see link below)

Club Monaco's vintage postcards, posters & maps display. Their nostalgic South-west American feel is perfectly in sync with the store's then-current fashion. (Photo from Display World Nomads Blog... see link below)

Obsessing Over Store Window Displays…

Last year I recommended reading Geraldine James’ Creative Walls: How to Display your Treasured Collections. It too inspired and encouraged me so much so I’ve become obsessed with studying store display windows for further inspiration. For a couple of years now I’ve been admiring Club Monaco’s displays ogling not their clothing (which I love) but their marvellous window backdrops! They’re always so imaginative, often transforming ordinary objects: wool, old postcards and books, crumpled and origami papers, post-it-notes, paper clips and even paper bags into cool, breath-taking backgrounds for their fashions. The artist/observer in me just loves this! I remember the first time I spied their old postcard collection arrangement, I felt like such a thief snapping a photo with my cell phone camera, but I just had to! Every season, their amazing displays just keep on coming! Last week, I was floored to discover hundreds of small black open paper bags (positioned vertically as though they were standing bottoms up on the wall) behind the store’s mannequins. Because of spotlighting, their colour and texture was gorgeous. They were like surreal flora growing on the display wall! Flights of the imagination like this must never go unnoticed or unrecorded by the observer. Remember, a good observer keeps records: written, visual and/or electronic.

Club Monaco's display of spindles and wool... such a smooth move to showcase the paraphernalia used in the history of fabric/fibre making along with their fashions. (Photo from Meliasson Blog ... see link below)

Club Monaco's display of spindles and wool... such a smooth move to showcase the paraphernalia used in the history of fabric/fibre making along with their fashions. (Photo from Meliasson Blog ... see link below)

Andy Warhol at the Supermarket…

My interest in store window displays goes back further into my forays as a contemporary artist researching how to create art installations as well. What’s an art installation you may ask? Well, my simplified definition is that it’s a three-dimensional space (ie. a room) or beyond in which an artist builds a mood or theme about a subject that allows viewers to enter into the space/theme of their artwork – in some ways it’s more interactive than looking at painting or sculpture. The artist uses physical props, artwork (ie. photos, paintings, books, etc.), music, projections, text; whatever they feel is necessary to transport visitors into their headspace. It’s like creating theatre and when it works well, it’s magical. Journeying through an artwork which arouses multiple senses is an all-around amazing physical and mental experience; at times it can even be spiritual. I studied this because I wanted to create an installation about my father’s life in Pakistan as a musician; I wished to construct a space in which I could use fashion, music, furniture, sound archives and digital slide shows to bring his world to life. I’m still working towards realizing this project. One day I know, through my subliminal research and constant observations that I’ll find a way to make it real. Anyway, you’re probably wondering where the hell is Club Monaco in all this backtracking?! Well, during this time I discovered that in creating these installations, some artists turned to store displays for inspiration… remember how Andy Warhol transformed the everyday Campbell’s soup can into a sacred art object. Well Warhol, trained in commercial art, found his inspiration at the Supermarket! So there you go! You never know what novel idea might turn up in your simplest everyday observations; one that might eventually help you create some awesome visual concoctions… well, gotta go now to buy me a whole boat load small paper bags… the walls of our new place are going to look out of this world! 😉

Just wondering are there any store display windows that excite the Observer in you? Do you draw on a decorating sense derived from your childhood home or any other interesting places? I’d sure love to know…

Other Related Links:
The Visual Beat Blog
Display World Nomads Blog
Meliasson Blog
The Art of Hanging Pictures (Metro News Ottawa)
Christmas by the Book (A brief CYW review of Geraldine James’ book)